Today

I wasn't sure if I wanted this to be private or to share it.  I decided to share it because I hope to help someone if it happens to them.  I still wish that when I wake in the morning it would be nothing but a bad dream, but it won't happen.  Please remember if you read this I was loved by a wonderful man.  He loved his daughter and his step children. He loved my family.  He loved his dad, step mom and mom. He was happy he was at peace even with his ex wife and that I could count her as a friend. I am going on because that is what I need to do. My step-mother in law made the best comment to me, she said, "He chose you this new person for your life as he couldn't be there for you." It is still so fresh but with the love of my family and friends I am continuing.