Yesterday was Super Bowl. Every year some friends throw a party. They invite many people that they see regularly and I see maybe 2-3 times a year. Yesterday I was a bit nervous wondering what they would think, but you know what? They were all great. It was just like old times with a bit of new memories thrown in. I appreciate people who go with "the flow". These are the people that I am comfortable hanging with. No judging being put on me who is trying to go on with her life without having to make drastic changes in it. My life has already been drastically changed for the rest of my life as it is.
My closest girlfriends have also been rock solid with "going with the flow". They know my heart will always have a part missing but understand that life goes on and they rather support me than have to see me holed up at home in tears. Thank you dear friends.
I am also thankful for an old friend from high school that read my blog and has contacted me. I'm smart enough to know I am not the only one that has gone through this, but you feel alone when you don't know anyone who has gone through it. I don't wish anyone to go through this, but she has and it is a comfort of sorts to know I'm not alone.
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