Darkness, but hoping for sunlight

Sometimes you feel that everything is gloomy, you tell yourself this is ridiculous and things could easily be much worse.  Okay, I agree that my brain can rationalize but my heart and soul can't.  I am so sad, depressed, wanting to run away that I can't even do this right.  I just trudge alone and forward.  Hopefully this too shall pass, but right now it is planted firmly in me.  Sunlight, sunshine, please come out!